QUESTION! If I put something like "© All rights reserved.
My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted in any way without my permission." On one picture does that mean I have to put it in all?

I don't know why I added it. But to everyone and anyone this goes for everything of mine © All rights reserved.
My work may not be reproduced, copied, edited, published, transmitted in any way without my permission. Okay? I haven't had any problems, I just don't want to ever run into any. Thanks.
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BLUE CONTEST IS NOW CLOSED. All can vote. Deviations have been put into several different polls so far, just go to my journal and somewhere on the right side you'll see one of them. As of now , and I will judge out of those who will be the winner and runner ups Good luck everyone! Anyone else who would like to help with judging please send a note.

Okay Voting and Judging will go like this. I will have 11 polls of 8 deviations each, except for one will have nine. We will take out the most voted for deviation in each poll (that will be one deviation from each poll will go into the final judging process) and then judging will go from there.
Please please please when voting check out the pieces. Be fair, vote for what you think is truly deserving This IS NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST! DON'T GO OUT AND ASK FRIENDS TO VOTE FOR YOU. I want the best deserving Devs to get voted for Thank you have fun So far I think the seventh or eighth poll has already been posted. Sorry for my lack of information. But you will still have a long time to vote as I am having trouble getting the links while at home. Keep on watching for the next poll!

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So people wonder why I don't talk about what bothers me, yet I write all over the place. It's easier for me to type out the stupid crap. Well actually just saying that I'm bothered and not having to think about it makes it calm down in my head (I don't like to say directly what bothers me...because then I have to think about it more).

I have many people trying to figure me out lately. I'm just trying to do the same.

I'm going for nursing in school. Since I typed out a paper for my Comp class I keep wondering if it's still what I want to do. I don't know if I'll like it. And then there are people who say that I might love it. I don't know why but that at the moment is pissing me off. So is the fact that I keep hearing people say go for what you love. I don't know what I want to do, what I love...Yea photography would be nice...but I have no idea...I think part of me is afraid to go after it. I just get sick and tired of thinking about money and if I'll have enough.

I always thought that it would be smart to go after something such as nursing, I would make good money, for the most part I would or might enjoy it, and then I could take what days I wanted off (eventually at least). That would give me more money and time to go after photography with out worrying.

But then there is the dreadful thought that pops in and out of my mind "What if going after nursing is a waste? What if you won't get to keep doing those things you love? What if it takes over your whole life? If something does take over your whole life wouldn't you want it to be the one thing you love?" GRR! STUPID DOUBTS! What if I'm doing the wrong thing. I'm not all out excited for it. --Photos is something I can do, without thinking too much about someone else's life.
I don't know what I'm suppose to do.

Nor do I know what I want. I just want to get through it. I want to get through and mean something. I don't want to be nothing or feel like nothing. I'm tired of feeling so unsure about things. Is it better to be smart? Have my back up plan and then still have the things I love most to do in my free time? Or should I just go for what I love most? But won't I get tired of it? I don't want to get tired of it yet still HAVE to do it all day every day.
GRR! And with Nursing I have a feeling I might like it...but with recent experiences...I'm just not sure about it. Or sure that my feeling of maybe liking it is true.

I still become an emotional wreck at times because of an event.

But maybe I'm thinking all of this and taking my emotions too far because the lack of sleep (for weeks upon weeks). Maybe Not eating on the T days between breakfast until way later in the day is making my body more tired, which in turn is making me more irate.

I'm just scared. And it's the kind of scared that gives me a hint of the feelings that I get in nightmares.

I need to sleep...

Dah on not with blood you stupid mind!

Other things on my mind. I want to talk with my baby boy, I'm tired of not doing so arr and I'm also tired of not talking or being able to talk when we're both around on the puter. Don't ask how it's making me feel. At the moment I'm not going anywhere it's calm and I like it.

SCHOOL...NOT GOing to talk about that..I hate it at the moment (I'm just being a brat ha).
I hate talking about it because then I won't do my homework lol.

I'm all wrapped up in this big blanket. I wish it was a blanket of stars. of that cool, calm night blue sky. I miss it. I haven't been out of the house much, nor have I talked to ANYONE lately..Well it's getting better lol. Not talking to people, "socializing" makes one crazy...it makes me start to feel really crazy. I worry a lot, I panic and uhm I doubt everyone. But I'm not like that currently. I --was-- like that.
Yesterday I talked with this person and I felt like I was sitting next to myself. Not funny. Kind of crazy. I don't care, just it was fun. But that person seems to be like me in many ways...so I felt what it must feel like to others when they are around me. It felt like they were very distant. Ha..I only mention it cause it got me thinkin'
And the distant feeling wasn't that bad, but I now know what it's like to see someone deeply in another world, yet still being a part of stuff. I don't know...sometimes I think people have drugged me, I've been experiencing a lot of wacky stuff lately.

Well I'm done typing. I feel better now. Like ya cares I'm tired of only complaining on here, but that's the only time I NEED to write anything and the rest of the time I'm doing other things haha. So yeap I don't know.




BE SURE TO LOOK AT THE WINNERS OF THE MUSIC CONTEST THAT WAS HELD BY
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WINNERS OF MUSIC CONTEST!

FIRST PLACE: ~CeEdYTanCh3kT

SECOND PLACE: ~arcane-eponym

THIRD PLACE: ~Teufelsweib
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I WILL BE CHANGING THE ARTIST'S FAVS REALLY SOON!

Okay More Prizes!!
Just offered a 3 month subscription to the 1st place winner!!
has offered a two month feature for the winners!
Has offered a two weak feature for the winner
has offered to feature the winners for two weeks
had offered a one month feature for all of the winners
has offered A one month feature for the winners, and a comissioned piece for the second place winner.

is offering a two week feature for all winners.


Thank you everyone!

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Also I am not sure if there is much more to mention about the "Blue Contest" have any questions just ask

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Send a comment or note with "Artist's Fav" Feature as the title. Send me between 1-7 deviations from YOUR OWN gallery. You may leave reasons why they are your fav but you don't have to. Have fun Anyone can participate!