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Me and my darn over thinking.

Journal Entry: Sat Oct 18, 2008, 10:41 PM
  • Mood: Euphoric
  • Listening to: My dog snoring and my darn thoughts
  • Reading: Noooot
  • Drinking: blah....
BLUE CONTEST IS NOW CLOSED. All can vote. I will place deviations in a few separate polls then as of now :iconvorius-imaus-gaius:, :iconminigeg: and I will judge out of those who will be the winner and runner ups:) Good luck everyone! Anyone else who would like to help with judging please send a note. The voting and everything won't start right away.

Okay Voting and Judging will go like this. I will have 11 polls of 8 deviations each, except for one will have nine. We will take out the most voted for deviation in each poll (that will be one deviation from each poll will go into the final judging process) and then judging will go from there.
Please please please when voting check out the pieces. Be fair, vote for what you think is truly deserving :) This IS NOT A POPULARITY CONTEST! DON'T GO OUT AND ASK FRIENDS TO VOTE FOR YOU. I want the best deserving Devs to get voted for :) Thank you have fun :) The first poll will be up shortly

Want to get featured? READ ON! (at the bottom!)
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Here I am, waiting, waiting, waiting. Doing what I have to until I don't have to wait anymore.

So this weekend was My Awesome Man's B-day! :D :iconvorius-imaus-gaius:

Yes I know I am bad for not saying anything in here sooner! But I had a wonderful time sharing it with him :D and I'm so glad I was able to. He means more than the world to me, I would give up everything else for him. Yea I know many people say things like that to just about anyone. But I would never "just" say anything about him or to him. He deserves way more than that and he has all of my respect:heart: and love! Though it keeps growing for him each and everyday.

I LOVE YOU ADAM!

I'm just hoping I get to see him sometime again really soon :) and that his birthday really was as good as he says. :P I know it was, I always believe you Mr.

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TODAY:
So I'm thinking about photography now, and why the heck I like it. I don't know. I don't even know if I like it, It's something I just do. Something that I love to do. Does it make me happy? Yes sometimes, but it's not what makes me happy. Sitting there and having the time to wander in my head is what I love. Being able to create, and not have to take forever doing it. Though I do take a really long time occasionally or more than occasionally. I love it just like I love to paint or draw...I love to colour more than I love to draw. I like to use markers and make cards or just simply weird pictures. I haven't done any of the last three in a long while though. I love to create..I love arts and crafts. I like where it takes me most days.

When I'm angry I use it and music to release me. I use writing to open me up more. Yea I barely make sense...or ever make it clear what I am actually talking about but oh well. It is what I USE, for me. I just also like that I can share it. Sharing the things, sometimes silly things that I create help me tremendously with my feelings and thinking. It also makes me feel better about it and myself, which makes me go forward with my determination to get better. That or it makes me realize just how much more I really need to learn and/or how much more effort I need to find and put in it.

I just want to be with my Adam right now. I'm ..thinking is making me upset...why because uhm I'm tired. Yea..
Oh well. I just wish I could be with him right now.

But since I can't >-I :( I just create more. Let my mind take me to the place, that place, MY PLACE where I can be free from a lot of things...be completely me. It makes me angry how much some people in my life don't know me...:rofl:

Anyways I was in a very insightful mood, and sort of still am. I have a feeling my thoughts are going to lead me to learning or realizing something. But it's probably all nothing. What is it for then? Nothing...maybe it's there to just lead me away, that is the feelings/thoughts. W/e I don't need that darn hope anyways. I have my own. Good bye to you.

Hmm I need to go to bed, I'm too tired to think much more. AND I AM starting to think more than just too much! ArrgA! lol..oi...errr..mmmm....whats!?

I am still in a pretty good mood though, so don't take that all as being upset lol or angry :)

ALright but I'm off to sleepy land...maybe what I typed will make more sense to me later.
I have a passion.

Rofl. Ha ha/ :)

That's what I needed to figure out everything that is up there. Thank you Lord for wakin' me up.

erf Good bye to you stupid feeling....grrrrrr...

:D And Hello and Good day to you fellow deviants! :D

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Okay More Prizes!!
:icondpierce1313: Just offered a 3 month subscription to the 1st place winner!! :D
:iconbrennaburk111805: has offered a two month feature for the winners!
:iconlittle-billie: Has offered a two weak feature for the winner :D
:iconblue-club: has offered to feature the winners for two weeks :D
:iconskeletorfw: had offered a one month feature for all of the winners :)
:icontwilite-crescent: has offered A one month feature for the winners, and a comissioned piece for the second place winner.
:D
:iconteaphotography: is offering a two week feature for all winners.


Thank you everyone!

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Also I am not sure if there is much more to mention about the "Blue Contest" have any questions just ask :D

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Want to be featured?
Send a comment or note with "Artist's Fav" Feature as the title. Send me between 1-7 deviations from YOUR OWN gallery. You may leave reasons why they are your fav but you don't have to. Have fun :D Anyone can participate!

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Ooooo...these sound like fun! I can't wait to participate in the future! :D
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:D feel better! ^__^

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:) Thanks :D

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