I guess I'll always just need, a lot more practice. I don't know what to come up with. All I have are my ideas, and they aren't create-able yet...still. *Sigh*

How long must I wait?


How are all of you?

I'm waiting for something. Something that I have to take care of. I just got back a few days ago from a missions trip We went to Pennsylvania, to help with a Vacation Bible School. It was a really enjoyable experience. With many interesting ones as well. We got to see (or know of) 19 kids being saved and also 3 adults. Wonderful

I guess I'm only writing because of a song I'm listening to. It's keeping me stable enough to type out some of my thoughts. lol. I really love Christina =brennaburk111805 She's helped me come back to some of my senses, and she doesn't even know it. Just go check out her gallery Give her some lovins.

I'm so tired, and tomorrow is going to be...somewhat of a big day. I have some things to prepare myself for. *sigh* oi. Well, I've got my marching boots on, and I'm ready to go off.

Does anyone know how I might improve even more and more and more? I have a year or so, but then I'm going to try to get into this art school. I'll need a portfolio, and I want to blow their minds away. So any help with anything, will be greatly appreciated. But also, I'm really determined and driven, so I'll be trying my best.

LOL DO NOT be expecting anything great or way out there from me though, on here. I might not post things I really love. idk..I just need somewhere to post, to feel sort of sane. I can at least see what pieces might be more liked by how many favs they get. Then I can decide why anyone might like it. Then critique myself to death and improve.

Being able to post on dA, is and has been a great help. I mean there are people outside of the computer that like my stuff, but on here I can let the perfectionist I am live and get advice from fellow artists. Or from those that understand a little bit more, what it is that I do. I appreciate all help, support, advice, anything that can keep me goin.

Ugh, I guess it's time to finally go to sleep. I don't think I want to, but I know I NEED to. I lost my voice last Sunday...it's just starting to come back, but my throat sorta hurts. So I need rest. Buuut my brain finally decided to be more creative in a different way. Oi.

I also hope that All Americans had a great Independence, and really remembered what July 4th was and is suppose to be all about.